Asking for help has NEVER been easy for me. I believe I get this part of me from my mother I tend to do it all and then bam hit a wall-either I get sick, overwhelmed or as of late something medical is going on. I am trying to stay in the moment and know this to shall pass. Feeling like a bus hit you even when you slept, getting dizzy upon standing and having your heartbeat out of your chest even without caffeine is not comfortable. It prevents me from being the maniac mom who is constantly taking the girls places, visiting with family and friends, cooking meals, and all around cramps my style but I guess when the body tells us something we have to listen. I hope the tests show something or I get back to feeling like myself sometime soon.